i'm inspired to go on another diet. after watching the vcd of Elva (all her mtvs). she is so freaking thin. ok she's alright. i'm Fat :(

okay, i'm trying to control myself and not let my emotions rule over my head.

i love yesterday. it was... so long since i felt so happy with him. actually he has been wonderful all along but well... no body's perfect -

i had so much plans to cover;
but of cos let me settle my As First. i cant stand it.
i did some maths tutorials. wrong. and i did again and again. wrong wrong wrong.
Trigo, functions, graph, partial fractions.
i pray for no more careless mistakes. i pray for myself to rem all the formulas!
and my body doesnt belong to me today. it feel so sick. sighh

Just found out he' is going NS next April. sigh

i need;
1) new flip phone
2) digi cam
3) fix my hair
4) slim down

i'm tired. and i think is this wierd weather that has me barely functioning.
oh damm. a month more to As... where am i now.